i am so still confused by this world but i never wanted anyone to be hurt i hope he will not die i could not forgive myself if he died

i dont know the reputation my kind has since apart from char i am the only one of me that i know

he also said giovanni should not pay for his crimes and i would never unederstand and it was too much but iwas so stupid

i am afraid they will all leave me and never want to talk to me again